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Firstly - I'm sorry I've been away so long. I lost access to my account and with becoming a mother I totally lost myself in a world of vast amounts of plastic and dirty nappies. I recently had another baby whom I will introduce at some point with another letter type of prose. His name is Jordan and he was born the eleventh of October 2014. So he's still pretty much brand new.
Secondly - I hope to get back to writing more though it's not a promise I can keep, I'm so very busy now and lack the creativity or confidence in what I've written. My brain feels as though it has somewhat been washed away by baby brain (a real thing, I swear) I almost feel as though I'm disappearing into a world where my brain need only to function enough to respond to gargles and cries.
Thirdly - I thank you all for sticking around. All my followers mean a lot to me as I know how tough it is to gain any in such a community. I hope you will read what I have recently written and give me lots of constructive criticism as I can only improve with your help.
I love you all.
Secondly - I hope to get back to writing more though it's not a promise I can keep, I'm so very busy now and lack the creativity or confidence in what I've written. My brain feels as though it has somewhat been washed away by baby brain (a real thing, I swear) I almost feel as though I'm disappearing into a world where my brain need only to function enough to respond to gargles and cries.
Thirdly - I thank you all for sticking around. All my followers mean a lot to me as I know how tough it is to gain any in such a community. I hope you will read what I have recently written and give me lots of constructive criticism as I can only improve with your help.
I love you all.
Happy birthday to meee
Ah, birthdays.
How fun they were as children, and how mortifying they are as adults. As each year ticks by, we all have that age we fear being. Mine is 30. I don't know why but for some reason it feels so scary!
I have learnt so much over the years and have changed alot too. I'm happy about the changes because past me seems so annoying now. I would argue and try so hard to get my side of the story across, and have disagreements with random people on the internet. I have grown from that and understand that not everyone deserves to know me fully, and I can't change everyone's minds.
These days I strive to educate but not lecture. I want to
I'm Stressed
As we all probably are. My kids are due back to school in September and I think it's too soon, however my eldest son would really benefit from this as the school help him immensely and he loves it there. My youngest son couldn't give a crap either way, in fact I think he is just happy to be at home. In England our infection rate is increasing and it concerns me that so many people are entirely focused on our death rate. At the start we followed the rate of infection closely and as the deaths emerged, made the decision to go into a soft lock down. Now the infection rate is much higher and the death toll still in three figures. Our NHS will soon be overwhelmed because of people who believe we are all done and that it is safe to go out freely. It isn't. I hate being this negative nelly but it bothers me so much that there is this constant disregard for other people. During this lockdown I have really begun to feel ashamed of being British, with so many people doing whatever they
Happy Easter!
Happy easter everyone, I hope you're able to enjoy it despite these pressing and difficult times.
How are you celebrating? If you have children what kinds of activities are you doing with them?
I've been incredibly lucky, my mother bought me lots of things to do with the children for easter, so despite our financial difficulty the kids have lots to do today.
Right now they're sat hand painting some styrofoam eggs, I did give them brushes but they chose their hands and fingers, and honestly I don't have the energy to argue.
Later we will make some easter nest cakes, we used shredded wheat as its more nest like. I don't have the typical min
I'm back... again, sorry.
Oops, It's yet again been a long time since I've written anything. I don't mean to continually vanish, it's just not the same to write something on a phone as compared to a keyboard. Although, admittedly I type quite fast on both. It just feels better on a keyboard, you know? I've been having moments where I think about all these people who are famous for seemingly random reasons, such as someone who blogs, or uploads YouTube content, and wondering what is so spectacular about them that made their success. As much as I'd like the income that comes from that type of success I don't think I could handle everything else that comes with it, and as I seem to vanish so regularly I don't think I have the capacity to build a regular and dedicated following, that and I have nothing interesting to say. My writing is pretty sub-par compared to most on here, and I cannot draw for the life of me. Basically, I have nothing to offer. I hope though, that those of you who've stuck around for
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