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My heart.

by ~Madictation, Feb 11, 2013, 2:40:47 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

_{My heart is heavy and my hands are hurt, fighting a battle I could never have won. I wasted my time on a journey with no road to follow. Nothing to lead me the right way. I was a blind man walking a distance, I had no clue of time. I fought for that which was a maybe not a must. I lost the battle, I lost the fight. And I can't tell you why.
My hands are heavy and my heart is burnt, the taste of salt and ash lay on my tongue, I will never be free of the curse you have forced me upon. I can cry for freedom but you shall never let go, there will always be a trace of you. I couldn't rid myself of you even if I tore the stone that is your heart from the bare of your chest.

So yes, you won.
But hey - They're still mine.
So did you really?}

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Are you ever coming back, Creativity? There is this.. Gaping hole in my soul without you.
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ComplicationsThe Now:

You have found that little weakness. The spot on my shoulder to kiss that makes me as weak as a rusted barge pole. I'll cave in and let you have what you want because you have made goosebumps rise and for a few moments calmed my soul, all with a tiny little kiss in the smallest spot. A spot that causes ease or excites my blood.

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My heart. My heart is heavy and my hands are hurt, fighting a battle I could never have won. I wasted my time on a journey with no road to follow. Nothing to lead me the right way. I was a blind man walking a distance, I had no clue of time. I fought for that which was a maybe not a must. I lost the battle, I lost the fight. And I can't tell you why.
My hands are heavy and my heart is burnt, the taste of salt and ash lay on my tongue, I will never be free of the curse you have forced me upon. I can cry for freedom but you shall never let go, there will always be a trace of you. I couldn't rid myself of you even if I tore the stone that is your heartMy heart. by ~Madictation

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You will burn alone.Take a walk with me, under the stars, and I shall show you all I have destroyed.
Don't you dare give me your heart for these mistakes I am about to show you.
I'm letting you in yet pushing you away.
Don't give me your love for this, you understand me?

The sky is a beautiful place to start it's where carousels dance.
We had deluded ourselves into believing something to be better than it really is.
And for the sake of what? Life. Love. Freedom.

So walk with me on these uneven stones and tell me your stories too.
Tell me of the tears you have shed and the heartbreak you have felt, and I shall tell you mine. Or if you like I will go first. TeYou will burn alone. by ~Madictation

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Holli
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My name is Holli, and it is really spelt that way, not just to please me.
I live in England, and it is so very dull, though I have my other half and his daughter to keep me smiling. She calls me mummy, and I adore it.
I'm looking forward to meeting our baby J.J when he pops out in September.

I am 19, soon to be 20. That's a little scary for me.

I'm trying to learn guitar, keyboard and bass. Though I've probably more luck just letting others do so. I'm not much of a musician.

I'm one for body language. I think sometimes it speaks louder than words, and it may be blasphemy for a writer to say, but I think words can mostly mean nothing.

Please do comment on my writings. I love to know what others think of them.

I'm currently trying to pursue a book deal.
Perhaps a book of short stories.
Maybe that would be nice.

Anywho - Do leave comments and do give me a shout.
I'm normally friendly.

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by ~Madictation, Mar 20, 2013, 3:05:17 AM
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It was nice. I sat and listened to you playing with the song you had been doing so for some time now, I wanted to be there with you. And every time you got stuck the writer in me told you to look at your lyrics and think about their meaning, and with that your chorus was destroyed and re-written. I like it now, it's perfect. Sorry I wouldn't sing on it, I've nothing to add. It's pretty perfect the way it is now.. But I loved being your inspiration.

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